Where There's a Will. . .

Today. . . is another difficult day. I think my attitude is getting grumpy or something but after trying to make it to (and through) church, I was EXHAUSTED and came home to sleep for 3 hours! Just getting 3 kids ready for church (baths, showers, clothes, etc.) and getting out the door and walking the short distance from the car to the church really did me in. I had awful trouble breathing and my back hurt so much. I just wanted to go back home and crawl into bed, but I was determined to get through it because I need to make one goal this year, right!? :)

Malachi was a mess through church this morning, and if I had a bit more energy, I probably should have gotten up and taken him to a different room, but instead. . . he was a grouchy boy. Chili was stewing on the stove when we got home from church and it was wonderfully delicious. We ALL took naps this afternoon, but I didn't so much notice as I hit the sack almost immediately after I consumed a bowl of chili.

I'm debating whether or not to head in to the dr. tomorrow. Part of me wants to start getting more strength and start being able to breathe better. But then again, I'm a little pessimistic that they'll do anything until my cardio appt on Thursday. I am just starting to stress a tad bit about returning to school. I am determined to make it and I'm planning to make it back, but my body tells me a different story. I get exhausted sooo easily. I'm nervous about possibly passing out or something while I'm at school. I'm nervous about the prep and travel to daycares and school. But, I'm trying to put that aside right now and give it all up to God. He will give me the strength I need and I need to learn how to trust in him more.

Here is Malachi's "brunch" (he's been eating like a little toad!!!). Shawn is great about spoiling our kids, huh? :)

Zachary wanted a mo-hawk today:

And. . . Logan . . . . enough said: