Getting worse

Amazingly today we read yesterday's devotional which just so happened to be right on! The Lord gives and He takes away. (From the book of Job) God gives us our good blessings but He also takes them away. We are left wondering "why?" But Job didn't know the blessings that were yet to come because he held his faith steadfast. I think Job is an amazing role model and if you've never read that book, it's sure an eye-opener.

If you keep up with my Facebook you know that I've been really struggling with my deteriorating health. I don't know if I'm fighting something like a virus or if it just a flare-up. For the last 3 nights I've laid in bed with tachycardia even after trying to sleep, taking my medicines, and getting more fluids. So having tachycardia laying down means its is tremendously worse when I'm upright. I finally am ready to give in and go to the hospital if they can help. I just don't know what to do with my boys. It gets so complicated, which is the main reason I haven't gone. I do have a cardiology consult on the 29th and am praying that this dr is as good as he's been spoken of and possibly he is familiar with my illness.

This is me tonight. My body temp regulation is also off big time. I've had shorts and a t-shirt and then sweats and 2 shirts and a hoodie! My fingers even turned blue! ;) please pray .... I'm working on "my story" to share. It's something a lot of my POTsie friends have done and is quite therapeutic. I just haven't been out of bed much to work on it.